I can honestly say, I have no idea what I want to do with my life. What I want to be in my life. I cant tell you how I want to get there, or the steps I will take. I cant even tell you how many times I have thought about the fact that I have to grow up but I just don't want too. There is a number of things I should be doing at this point in my life. I should be working at a good steady job, and driving with my friends. I mean I am well over 17 on my way to becoming an adult but I don't want to grow up. Yes I know I have too. I could survive all of these big hard choices right now but I just don't want to! Who wants to grow up and go away to collage? University? Who wants to have a job and take care of kids? Who wants to clean up the house and take on a billion other responsibilities? Not me. I want to be a kid again. All of that being said.... I am a typical teenage girl. Stressed to the max, entering grade 12, the year she has to try. So I guess what I am getting at is confession week #1. I do not want to grow up.
I needed a way to relieve stress. I figured a blog would be a good thing to start, write like a diary. Maybe it would help me get some tough things off my chest. I am looking to start a whole new me this year. Better and inhanced. Wish me luck.
oxo'
icm
